#I just feel so much for Hannah
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Wanna know what fucks me up about Black Friday, the Starkid musical? Ethan is one of the only people in the musical who treats Hannah well. He genuinely seems to care for her, he calls her Banana, and watches her for Lex when she works. When Ethan and Hannah enter for the first time, it seems like he was babysitting her and is very in tune with Hannah and her mental state. He’s helping the Foster sisters leave Hatchetfield.
Then, when the Lords in Black are trying to draw Hannah out, what do they use? A newly dead Ethan, who died protecting her, using his term of affection for her (calling her Banana) and saying that she’s safe. The very thing that made Hannah feel safe being used to call her to doom
#literally everything about the hatchetfield musical trilogy makes me insane in a good way#musical theater#angela giarratana#musicals#starkid#Black Friday#hannah foster#lex foster#strangle me it would hurt less#everytime I watch this part it makes me cry#I just feel so much for Hannah#protect that child
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Friendlocke Violet Gijinkas (Part 1/7)
Since the edited episodes are starting to come out, I figured that bc of that and the fact that I've been keeping this in the back burner for a loooong while now, might as well complete all my friendlocke violet gijinkas!! Some are gonna stay the same while others are gonna have slight/ complete redesigns, so please keep that in mind!
I plan on posting them in order by groups of three, so there's gonna be seven parts in total, all of which I'll be linking here when done vvv
(Part Two) (Part Three) (Part Four) (Part Five) (Part Six) (Part Seven)
!! These will contain personal headcanons I have for the cast, little fun facts, and also spoilers for Friendlocke Violet (for both the edited vids and the streams) !!
@saltydkart-reblogs
And that's pretty much it, designs under the cut!
LARK:
HUGE nerd. spent most of his time during the Uva Academy studying different kinds of pokemon as well as different fighting styles he can utilize once he is able to go out on his own journey with his very own trainer! Too bad that didn't really help in the long run...
His entire wardrobe consists of McDonald's related outfits. It's fucking insane. He even has some from long LONG ago that aren't available anywhere else.
The bubble pattern on his hair is able to move and change. Nobody knows how this is possible, not even Lark himself. All Lark knows is that his hair looks incredibly stylish!
Speaking of bubbles, he has the ability to blow bubbles whenever and wherever he pleases!
Often keeps himself extremely clean and gets upset if even a small speck of dirt gets on him, despite this he somehow smells like McDonald's food and axe body spray. Disgusting. He's so cool!
Even after death he still likes to hang around the other team members as a ghost, often getting to know the newer members as well as reuniting with the old ones. Sometimes they see him, sometimes they don't. It usually depends.
SARA:
Due to being a human in her past life, Sara is able to actually speak with the other humans in the pokemon world. However she usually doesn't due to it being seen as extremely weird and out of place. She did slip up once while talking in the presence of Arven, who thought it was the weed making him hear things.
Oinkologne are usually unable to do much with their hooves but Sara spent nights practicing how to knit with her new hooves and now she's able to do it flawlessly. I don't know how she managed to do that but go queen!
When first joining the team she'd often have the urge to eat her food related companions. It was a strange time for Sara, but she managed to overcome it.
When Peppy gets sick, she usually is the one who nurses him back to health. She was a human once so she often is able to figure out whatever sickness Peppy has and treat it properly. I suppose she's like a second mother to him.
The bag she carries with her is full of thread that she collected from various Tarountula she encountered on the journey, as well as little things she knits together in her spare time.
For the most part, Sara forgives... but NEVER forgets.
Did you guys know that Sara has a new YouTube channel? Check it out!
Pastey:
Before joining the team, Pastey was a nameless wanderer. He's been down every road in Paldea and knows almost the entire region (except for Area Zero) like the back of his hand.
He's gotten hurt pretty badly throughout the run (ie. the Mikey fight, the Atticus fight, and ESPECIALLY the final battle), however, he does not gain any (physical) scars from those fights. This is bc he's basically an axolotl, and axolotls are usually able to heal without scarring.
Pastey's "arms" are, to put it simply, mud prosthetics. More info here vvv
Pastey HAS met Mall Bingo once before the run, however, he doesn't recognize her. The only reason he does not recognize her is bc she wears glasses. (You know how people somehow aren't able to recognize Superman bc he wears glasses in his civilian attire even tho his face remains the same? It's basically like that lmao)
Unlike the lightbulbs he eats, the gasoline he drinks isn't really mandatory to his diet. Gasoline is like alcohol to him and he drinks it like an absolute CHAMP.
He goes fishing when there's nothing else to do or when he can't sleep at night. He doesn't do this bc he thinks it's fun or anything, only bc it's a "good time passer" or so he claims. Other members of the team will often sit with him and vent out anything that's troubling them at the moment, and Pastey is always there to listen to them.
And that's pretty much it. Next is Joe, Hannah Ü, and Mykyie!
#I am a firm believer that Sara can and will beat ass#No i do NOT plan on making gijinka designs for Chatbike and Phil sorry guys#just getting that out of the way i know how much yall love phil /j /lh#Anyways it feels so good to finally start on this like holy moly#also idk when the others will be done... HOWEVER...#The sketches for Joe Hannah and Mikey are already pretty much done I just gotta make em digital#so ideally they'll be out pretty soonish I'd say... I hope#but yeah if anyone has any questions abt them feel free to send them in my askbox and I'll be happy to answer them as best as i can!#<- No anons tho sorry yall#Also I need to be honest here Lark's outfit kinda does look atrocious and I couldve changed it... BUT...#I honestly thought it was WAY funnier if Lark's attire looked weird on purpose so I kept it like that lol#Anyways sorry for the word vomit here are the tags#friendlocke#friendlocke violet#saltydkdan#should my gijinkas have their own tag...? Sure why not#Violet Gijinka Au#cherris canvas
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formula one. the billionare boys club.
#formula 1#somehow i am still disappointed by the state of this sport#i miss seb so much rn#f1#christian horner#lando norris#lance stroll#the fact there is legitimate evidence and redbull instead suspended the women who reported horner is so disgusting#and the fact that drivers are content to say that its just noise#that they feel bad for horner#that he’s such a lovely guy who doesn’t deserve this is so fucking disgusting#daniel ricciardo#alex albon#and somehow alex was the most disappointing because i didn’t expect it#it’s a sport that is so heavily embedded in patriarchal values that i could pick ten drivers to say that and id never guess alex :(#they’ve set a precedent for men in motorsports that is a reversal of their we race as one message and its a horrific precedent to set#because it shows that team’s principals and the likes are given free passes for evidenced harassment in the workplace#whilst susie wolff and hannah etc face continual backlash for their presence#you didn’t just let horner keep his job-you let everyone in motorsports know how easy it is to get away with harassment#nico hulkenberg
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do u ever thibk abt sam giddings and how she doesn’t necessarily have a “best” friend. how she’s ranked second on the relationship charts 70% of the time. how she isn’t anyones starting highest ranked person. bc i do all. all the fucking time
#mine#text#sam giddings#until dawn#(7/24/23)#i just. i think abt her all the time i loveher so much#like. ofc she has josh but according to him and his relationship chart (i get those charts dont necessarily MEAN anything but. lets pretend#-they do) chris and i believe beth were ranked higher#and even when beth WAS alive. aka someone else sam was real close to. josh was still ranked higher than her#i just..... being second in terms of everything friend / relationship related suuucks#and i can only imagine how sam feels yk?#theres just. theres just sooo much to the relationship charts and i love it#and i KNOW sam was hannah's best friend. but the chances of hannah being closer to josh were probable yk?#my thoughts#my sam tag#my UD tag#UD
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If I had a nickel for every time a drag race stan account on Twitter screenshotted one of my fics and posted it publicly, I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice.
#had a few moments of panic after marciagate#but then I was like#this won’t breach containment#and also???#so fucking pussy I secretly hoped they were talking about my fic :)#like wow you saw a video of Nymphia skating and went just like that one fic!#huge for me as an author tbh#also idk if this person has a tumblr but if they do hi!! we are mutuals on twitter and I think this is very funny#and honestly it made me feel better about my writing skills so :)#drag race#rpdr#RuPaul’s drag race#twitter#nymphia wind#plane Jane#✈️#planymphia#also I think it’s funny that I was so surprised when I saw my own fic tweeted#like. girl.#afaik there’s 2 planymphia skating fics on ao3 there was a good 50% chance#okay I deleted my original caption but#i feel like this doesn’t need all that much context#except that I think this is really funny#and I was initially freaked out but then went haha nice#v funny to have my own fic tweeted at me I feel like Hannah Montana secret double life
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Upset there was no conclusion to Shira/Hannah in the finale, happy that clearly they wrote the finale planning 100% for a season 2 which means we would get a whole other season to develop Shira/Hannah and it wasn't just a rushed one-scene happy ending, upset that the shitty studios are dragging this strike on so long there's a good chance we might not actually GET a season 2.
#harlan coben's shelter#shelter#shira x hannah#if season 2 was confirmed I'd be much more ok with this but who knows when that's going to happen rip#despite feeling like no one online has been watching it it has been consistently trending number 3 on prime in the US and the UK#so I feel like they would renew it#if we were in normal circumstances#:(((#I just want to see shira and hannah be in love#IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK
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MARRY ME HANNAH PLEASE
#Hannah waddingham#I just LOVE HER so much#she makes me feel comfortable and confident about being TALL#!!! she's so gorg#her smile 🥹
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i don’t want to be mean but there is a certain subsection of f1 fans on here that act eerily similar to the ‘not all men’ and ‘all lives matter’ intersection
#just saw a post saying ‘it was ok when hannah schmidt was getting harassed but it’s not when susie is getting harassed’ like. first of all.#absolutely NO ONE said it was ok for anyone to get harassed. much less one of the few powerful women in motorsport. so just. an absolutely#buck wild take to post on main#secondly. why are you only bringing attention to hannah’s experiences to render susie’s experience redundant? introspect#i don’t know i feel like lately my blog has just become a collection of me periodically kvetching…. so i am sorry about that#However . this does enrage me. why turn this issue into a ‘i hate mercedes’ thing
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finished helluva boss and now i have Thoughts
#random thoughts#hell#give me more fat characters. where is the body diversity 🔫 stop showing me twinks#i don't like that stella is so monstorously evil. like i enjoy it but i think stolas would be a more compelling character#if his cheating wasn't excused by the narrative#i think she should still be evil but less of an idiot about it#like for the first whatever years of their marriage they're partners who work together to raise their daughter. like platonic life partners#and stolas is like 'Yes this Must be what love is' because he Does care for her but he doesn't have the life experience to quantify it#so when he and blitzo meet (btw i Do think the 'they were childhood friends' thing is. lame? it's lame)#he gets swept away by just how much he's feeling#so he has an affair which he's hiding from his wife until some pictures of stolas and blitzo hit the tabloids#nothing TOO incriminating so the cat's not out of the bag but enough where he's like 'shit man i have to tell my wife'#so he does and he's thrown off by how much more worried she is about their image (and how stolas may ruin it)#than she is about their relationship#so she's preparing all this damage control and he's like '? excuse me? i CHEATED on you are you? are you not getting that?'#and then she reveals that yeah of course they're in a loveless marriage she thought he KNEW#the IMPORTANT thing is not risking their REPUTATION stolas!!!#so basically she's been kind to him all these years to make the best out of a bad situation and doesn't really actually like him as a person#so she's like 'you can fuck your little imp all you want just keep it where no one can see you'#and when he eventually DOES divorce her she's PISSED because how DARE he ruin the life SHE worked so hard on???#and that's when she starts trying to get him assassinated before the divorce can be finalized (so she can inherit)#(i know there's different inheritence laws in universe but i don't remember then rn okay sue me)#and maybe if she's afraid of octavia inheriting before her she could be like 'actually she was never his so we never had a true heir'#because she HAS cheated on him before and oh god now i really like the idea of octavia not being stolas's biological daughter#basically my ideal stella is hannah gill but one who thought truman was aware their marriage was a sham#haha 'you thought we were in love? that i loved YOU? i knew you were sheltered but i didnt think you were that STUPID'#the closest she gets to being upset about the affair personally is that he cheated on her with an IMP??? are you TRYING to make her look BAD#but back to octavia because now i'm like a dog on a bone and i NEED to explore the idea of her not being stolas's#it's revealed by stella during the show and when octavia comes of age she gets some sick new secondary traits from her bio dad#her sperm doner (as she calls him) is some kind of predator to owls
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Me: I don't know if my ideas are worth sharing, I'm losing engagement from my readerbase these past few months so I must be doing something wrong, I don't think I've really accomplished anything as a writer.
Some person in my AO3 comments hyped as FUCK for the Risen Lamb/Fallen God rewrite:
#hannah's rambles#negative kinda#I've been really feeling down about nearly everything i make lately and it's bothering me a lot#There was this not quite-well-meaning anon I got a few months ago that seemed to compliment me on the surface#But seemed very backhanded#Basically informing me “oh youre basically the most popular writer in the fandom. here are some ways im going to compare you to others”#and i tangentially kinda knew how readers viewed me as a good/semipopular writer but i just ignored it#because i primarily do it for fun#but it made me realize what readers actually do consider in works when theyre looking for a fic they want#and i feel like i've peaked already in a lot of ways#ugh#sorry for kvetching at yall but i feel like y'all deserve to know part of why im just not writing as much lately#sometimes i try to hype myself up so i can still feel like anything of mine is worth reading or writing in the first place#but it's not working anymore
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I haven't felt like making new stuff so I'm going to post old stuff until I do. XD
So here's a fic from 2015 of my Dragon Quest 9 party fighting a grotto boss.
It was the first chapter of a fic, but I don't care for the rest of it and think this works on its own, even though it ends abruptly. I'm pretty sure the abrupt ending was because I was trying to make it like the intro of an episode before it goes to the theme song. I was also trying to emulate a camera moving in the first paragraph, I was pretty influenced by TV back then.
Concrit is still OK, but being nine years old I might know by now, but maybe not seeing as how I still don't know why TV gets away with abruptly cutting to the next scene but it looks weird when I do it. XD
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It was a peaceful night in the fields of Stornway; but if one stood before the mouth of the cave, which rested in the middle, and listened carefully they might’ve heard unpeaceful echoes. Moving through the carved corridors, past roaming creatures and down stairs, the echoes would get louder and louder.
“Huh!” “Ow!” “Look out!” the echoes went in various voices; louder and louder until a large room was reached.
“Nieeeegh!” a large, monstrous horse whinnied as it raised its hooves in the air to bring them down with crackles of lightning. The lightning struck the four attacking the horse and knocked them away.
While the others hit the wall or floor, one managed to keep her boots planted on the ground and shield up in front of her. The lightning struck the shield, merely scooting her back. She looked up at the horse, shaking her head to get the brown waves out of her face.
A fairy flew out of her pocket to glare at her right next to her face. “You got any more flappin’ ideas, Hannah?!”
“Watch your language.”
“I didn’t say anything,” said a redhead nearby as she pulled herself off the floor.
Hannah glanced past the fairy at her, extending her sword arm toward her. “Celeste, oomph me!”
The red head rolled her eyes. “We gotta think of a better name for that.” She waved an arm at her as she focused her magic onto her.
Hannah’s sword glowed with a yellow light. She snatched the fairy out of the air and stuffed her back in her pocket. She rushed forward towards the horse, her sword held behind her. “Maya, sap him!”
A young blue haired girl stepped out of the shadows, casting a spell on the enemy.
Feeling itself weaken it charged for Maya.
She screamed and ran.
Hannah swerved to the right to run after him; she quickly reached him and started to swing forward but the monster reared up and donkey kicked her away. She flew back a ways, bumping into something soft and landing on it. She looked up into the bright red eyes of a man’s face. “Thanks for catching me,” she smiled.
“Any time,” he smiled back.
She faced forward, quickly jumping up while knocking him back down.
The monster had Maya backed into a corner. It raised a hoof but paused as it heard an ear-piercing whistle. It looked back at Hannah standing in the middle of the room.
“Look at you, talk about a nightmare,” she smirked at her own joke.
“My name is Equinox!” it turned to face her. “I will not be taunted by a mere mortal!”
Hannah held back a laugh.
A fireball struck Equinox in the face before it could go on anymore. Celeste stepped up to stand next to Hannah, another fireball ready between her hands. “Why did we come here again?” she asked, exhausted.
“Because it was there,” Hannah said plainly.
“Wait…” she turned to her gaping, the flame dissipating “what?!” The horse suddenly charged into her, knocking her away.
#dragon quest#dragon quest 9#dragon quest ix#dq9#dqix#fanfiction#old writing#2015 writing#i kinda think the ending would've been better without the last sentence and ended on celeste's “what?!” but that feels a bit abrupt too#apparently 21 year old me couldn't find any way to introduce jack's name XD#i remember always getting annoyed trying to make every character's name get said out loud so the narrator could use them#which is why i don't write like that as much anymore XD#i love that hannah's name gets introduced by a fairy just randomly pseudo cursing at her XD#why do i find “you got any more flappin' ideas hannah?” so funny? XD#that's exactly how she talks in game too#and equinox really is that extra XD#and yes i named the player character after myself#she was teen me's overdone author insert and i loved her so much for it
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realizing time and time again sharing is a fickle roller coaster for me
#hannah babbles#i think. it really is just strangers popping out of nowhere going "HEY THIS GUY'S MINE ISNT HE GREAT I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH'#that really just makes me [porcelain cracking sfx]#and i feel so shitty for it BUT THE RSD
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Okay hear me out
The Music Man, but Harold Hill is a butch lesbian
#just. I feel like a WLW version of The Sadder but Wiser Girl would fucking SLAP#and I personally volunteer to play the role of Professor Hannah Hill#or Sarah Hill or whatever name works best#no I'm not butch. I'm futch. but it's called ACTING people.#I WANT TO WEAR ONE OF THOSE HATS AND PLAY A ROLE#WHERE I SCAM A SMALL IOWA TOWN AND KISS A LIBRARIAN#IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK#lbr here I would look SO good in the Harold Hill outfit okay#speecher speaks
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It is a coincidence that the majority of the posts on this blog are about Adam for now (honestly just the making of this blog coincided with me getting a lot of thoughts about him) but God.
Can you imagine being Adam, and going through the entire season 1 finale, and being forced to go with Teach and not managing to stop the self destruction - not managing to save your sister - and only later you (possibly) find out that her plan failed and that Hannah is safe, but then God knows what is happening with you for a few months. And then you're put into a team with some guy from Polaris and are sent to some big race and you see your sister there after so long! (If, for some reason, he didn't get to learn about her being fine after the s1 finale, this would most likely be his realization that she even survived!)
And then you see that she's thriving. She has an entirely new team, she's partaking in the same race, she's just as confident and even happier than before, and there's not a single sign of her missing you. She doesn't need you, in fact, she's better off without you. How do you even deal with this? She's the only person you cared about. Were you really holding her back? All you were doing was caring for the future of the deal you both made with Teach, but somehow you managed to fuck up so bad that she needed to separate from you to fullfill her dreams. How do you even deal with failing as an older sibling this bad.
#do not be fooled im thinking about Hannah's pov of this just as much. but ive been trying to write a fic about it and it's just not really--#--working. but still i feel like her stand on this situation would be better in a written form rather than as a ramble from me so ill try#droners#droners adam#droners hannah#she's mentioned especially in the tags so#droners season 2
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I agonized over which to pick because I just want to ask about all your fics in progress!! I narrowed it down to two and that's just going to have to be ok
the world is staged and the script is set (you cannot change the ending)
Jukeboxes and Maple Syrup
its very funny you pick those two because those like. two of the only three on that list that ISNT lord huron related lmao. those are both hatchetfield fics ive started in secret. regardless those are the main ones im working on right now SO
the world is staged and the script is set (you cannot change the ending) is a fic based on the ending of TGWDLM where like. you know how in the credits where Emma starts begging the audience for help? and like. you know how in TTO how the audience is also referred to by Bliklotep's title? soooo the fic is the ending but i throw him in the mix and ramp the already existing horror of "begging for help and being ignored a cheering crowd" by going "realizing said crowd has been treating your suffering and death as a source of amusement right before you die". only fun times in hatchetfield
"She stumbles to the edge of the stage. The stitches in her leg have come undone and there’s blood seeping through the bandage. That is real. Emma is real, and she needs to help right now."
Jukeboxes and Maple Syrup is a fic that takes place directly after the end of Yellow Jacket that focuses on Daniel and Sophia like. right after the ending. we dont really see them after the Otho fight and we still have no clue is Sophia is even ALIVE and also i miss them dearly. the fic mostly focuses on Daniel trying not to have a panic attack in Miss Retros because one friend is missing after almost dying and the other is in the hospital after also almost maybe dying and he doesn't really know what to do. Not a whole lot of plot it's mostly him trying to deal with that whole. mess. luckily he's got Miss Holloway and Duke to make things a bit easier (responsible adults? in MY hatchetfield? its honestly only these two but its better than nothing)
"He feels so stupid. Sophia is in the hospital and she might never wake up. Hannah is missing and could be kidnapped or dead or worse. And he’s just sitting here in a cozy diner with pancakes and orange juice, and Hannah’s Jacket but not Hannah and not Sophia."
#you're always welcome to ask again if you wanna see the other ones <- please god im desperate for attention#unfortunately. ive been infected by the alien blue shit (hatchetfield brain rot) sorry#slap my ass and call me paul matthews cause i dont even like musicals but. the silly horror comedy with a side of eldritch fuckery got me#and all the silly little characters got me too. hannah paul holloway duke ethan lex richie emma pete daniel sophia my beloveds#idk how but they managed to make an exact copy of me in 2017. hate his weeb ass (deeply agonized yet deeply affectionate)#i have lots of feelings on hatchetfield but i dont post about it much. or like at all lol#im actually almost done with the world is staged. like really close. just need to finish up the beginning and then clean it up#dani speaks#asks#ask#also fucking with the nmt2 timeline by making miss retros still a thing in yellow jacket despite it taking place after killer track#i want daniel and the kids to have some actual good adults in their life. my timeline now.#(god bless ethan is trying so hard but he is. not good at being responsible.)#i wanted to write about Sophia too but she's like. in a coma#if i ever get a burst of inspiration then i might write a second part following her waking up and being ok and getting panacakes with danie#(and dealing with hannah just. having left hatchetfield overnight without a word)#might be fun who knows
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I’m gonna need a whole week to digest all of that because what the HELL.
#so much just happened I feel unwell#Hannah lb the rookie#the rookie spoilers#if I think about kojo birthday card and Lucy crying I’ll combust#and also promo hug!!!!!
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